Return for a funeral
It looks better in the rain, like a movie set of some God-forsaken little town of commonplace people with just enough spit to put together drab accoutrements for a tale of woe. The rain slides down the landscape and windowpanes of the peeling-paint houses, mostly white and small and close, over the awning of the news agency, across the dull red brick of the town hall, into the door of the Dunkin Donuts squatting out-of-sync in the run-down square of late 19th century houses converted into hair salons and hardware stores and second-hand clothing shops. A New England town with no Bullfinch and few good federal buildings. An old shoe town with no shoes left, farmland converted to driving ranges and ranch houses, but with enough woods still for children to get away from the gritty day-to-day A good setting for a New England tale of changing times, migrations and the havoc of dreams of escape to a better life, or just to Boston, daunted by the pull of duty or fear. Of crimped ambition, expectation, small-town gossip, comradery – too much, too little there. The rain suits it well washing down the drab struggle with its tears.
For those who know me and the community I might be referencing, please note I was on my way to a funeral and it was raining.


